Getting my focus Back
Well I had to see the doctor again this week being I am still tender for my butchered vascetomy, turns out they could not finish (because the military doctor was a dumb ass) but they might have destroyed my left tube anyway in there attempts to finish. Well that being said I am not going to have another surgery for a bit so it is time to re focus and get my motivation back to a clean diet, cut the drinking/partying and work to get back into fighting shape. I am not as young as I used to be but I would like to rock the cage a few more times. It is more of a rush than I can even explain..Everyone needs a passion, but these days (being in Germany) I feel it is going to be a real challenge to keep the diet clean without the partying. I am going to need strong training partners and good training sessions planned to keep me focused and motivated. Lets hope things work out for the best…
August 13, 2009 at 12:18 am
You’ll also need a bit of encouragement from your fellow Bodyspacers! I’m here for you when you need to vent for someone to get on your ass! I’m sorry about the surgery but hopefully it will be taken care of shortly. I know it’s really hard to get back into the groove but you are a FIGHTER! You can overcome anything! Just know that you will be feeling GREAT with a healthy diet and plenty of exercise adrenaline
happy training!