A Peek into the Mind of GeminiJedi

I feel HORRIBLE about not getting together with 1_2_Rage last night for his welcome home party!  I ended up leaving my house when it was supposed to start, and didn’t get there until about an hour late.    Smart me didn’t get a phone number to call and say "We’re here!  Where are you?" so we totally missed him   We did meet up with a couple other friends and hang out a bit.  I also was recognized from the gym!!  WTF?!?!  It was actually pretty funny, and means, too, that people are taking note.  That’s the 2nd time I’ve been recognized–well, third.  Another guy (owns a small gym locally) recognized me at the supp shop yesterday from working the last customer appreciation day.  Then at my show someone walked by and was like ‘You’re on bodyspace, right?  GJ."  Yea….crazy.  I feel like a *mini* (totally in my own world LOL) celeb.

Where to start?  I cannot wait for this to be over so I can have my weekly cheat meal.  Although I do really like how I look when not cheating….I am craving pecans.  And chocolate chip cookies with walnuts, but would gladly substitute pecans. I cannot wait until I start feeling more energetic again!  I have been DRAGGING the past couple days, and am quickly turning back into a coffee fiend.  FIEND!  GIMMECOFFEENOWDAMMIT type of fiend. And a space cadet.  Like "Honey, did I do my cardio this morning?" spacey.  And pretty much useless at work :/  Combine that with the fact that I’m LONG overdue for a vacation (which I used all my days for my wedding–in 2007 because company decided to not start vacation over with the calendar like they always have in the past GRRR!) so I’m going to go see my grandparents for the 4th.  It’s going to be tough diet wise, because Grandma makes the BEST cinnamon rolls (maybe I’ll bring some home and freeze them for after my show) and depending on which aunts and uncles show up some damned good Bloody Marys.  But it will be nice to get away for a couple days.

Umm…what else is new?  I’ve been feeling like an emotional train wreck!  Today is better now than yesterday, though work was ROUGH.  Yesterday I could have cried over ANYTHING (and nearly did!) and was ohsoclose to kicking my cat across the room for trying to steal my grilled chicken breast (which was DELICIOUS so I’m pretty sure I’m close to DELIRIOUS).  Oh, best part.  Saturday I will be 2 weeks from show.  Saturday I’m getting one of my wisdom teeth removed.  I need them all to go away, but can only afford the one that is KILLING me.  My entire head hurts, it’s tearing up the inside of my mouth, chewing is BRUTAL…Hopefully I will heal quickly.  I will continue my workouts as much as I I can while healing, perhaps lightening the weights and increasing the reps instead.
Work outs have been FANTASTIC since my minor, tear-filled freak out Friday/Saturday.  I had an AWESOME chest workout last night, with an amazing pump!  I’m not gonna lie, the girls haven’t been that happy and full in a while LMAO  I had an amazing arm workout last Friday that I’m still feeling…maybe it was last Thursday.  I was nearly in tears from my tooth but I killed my arms and my biceps are still feeling it.  PUMMELLED my shoulders tonight and it feels wonderful.  Probably do back tomorrow and subject my little brother to legs with us on Thursday.  OH!! I also decide on my rhinestones for my 2 piece Thursday morning   I’m very much looking forward to that.  I need a tan, so I think tomorrow between laundry loads I’m going to go lay out a bit and get me some color (hopefully not too red!  lol)  My hair needs dyed again and trimmed desperately so I think I will do that sometime this week too.  And I’m just thinking out loud now so I will stop boring everyone.  G’night!!!