What With Competition Dreams?
I don’t have anything planned until July of next year (ish) so what’s with the comp dreams? I had another one last night. This time I didn’t decide until the night before that I was going to do it, had to run to WalMart at 11:58pm to get my tan, and ended up at the venue too late to actually compete, which is typically me, heh. I wasn’t in tip-top shape, more like the squishy 119-ish that I currently am. I guess I’m supposed to compete next year, eh? My fear is that my arms aren’t big enough. I really don’t want to be that girl that looks good except for the missing arm volume, ya know? Legs are fairly good, but that’s where I hold my squish the most, so theoretically if I stick with it long enough they should even out, but arms definitely need more size. Guess I also need to start liking arm days more.
Guess I better stick to the diet I’m supposed to be on. Whatever money is left after rent will go to buying oats and greens, probably some yogurt and a lunch box and ice pack so I can actually bring it with me to school. I have a fridge at work that I can use, it’s school–especially Mondays being lab days–that throw the wrench in the eating schedule. At least it’s organic chem lab, which means everything needs to cook a while so I can sneak out and stuff my face quickly for a moment.
November 26, 2007 at 8:53 am
Squishy?! Pfft, riiight… and about your dream - hee, it’s kinda like Field of Dreams - if you build it, they will come. If you build your bod, you will compete! Or something to that effect… and look on the bright side. After the new year starts, at least the wedding will be over so hopefully you’ll have a little more time between school and stuff to focus on your training! Bottom line - you can do it, I can totally see you do it!