Things I suck at….
1) Willpower…..I just dont have it….or do I? I havent touched a drop of alcohol in almost 6 months, but when it comes to eating some crap I can’t resist…WTF??? What do I need to do to change this? How can I become more disciplined? Advise…..
2) Saying dumb ish….there are times when I am tired that when pushed I just pop off at the mouth….boy does that ish get me in trouble…
3) Remembering peoples birthdays….my stepson (with my ex) turned 18 on thursday and I almost forgot….WTF? I always used to forgot my mom’s birthday…but will never forget the day she passed…March 15th….WTF?
4) Learning to play the game….I hate playing games….on my job there is a bunch of them and I am always the one to stick up for everyone and voice my opinion on the bullish….why can’t I learn to just shut up and play the game?
I know people aren’t perfect….we all have our faults…some are bigger than others…I am happy with the person I have become I just wish I could remain focused on my goals and not allow distractions and excuses to get in the way of success…..once I find that key I will let everyone know….
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