FitNisJnky’s BodyBlog

Hello BB world.
It’s been a long while since I’ve posted here. Not sure where to start. Still not pregnant yet, and that’s not for lack of trying. I’m starting to wonder if I hit this 30-something plateau..We’re still trying but it’s been about 6 months. I don’t want to be on fertility meds, cause, well, that’s just not how I roll. If it takes a few more years, I’m prepared to wait. Hopefully it won’t come to that.
I haven’t really been weight-lifting lately. Although I’ve been really meaning to get back into it. I feel so good when I do. I’ve been really into biking lately. I went to the UK for a stint, and came back a total biking addict. (My sister lives and hour outside of London, and get me hooked) The reason for the trip to UK was to do a ceiling mural. I’ve started painting again, and I’m loving it. I’m really trying to find my center. And it feels like cardio, and artistic expression really ground me. The biking, I’ve decided to do 2x’s per week or more if I can. I’m biking to work which is 18 miles round trip. So by the end of the week, I’m totally pooped out.

I know the weight lifting will only help my endurance, so next week, I am going to come up with a plan of attack. I really missed this community. I guess trying to conceive, and not being successful at it, sort of hurt me in a place I cannot explain. I guess the desire to be a mother, really sort of made me turn inwards. I have so many friends that conceive at the drop of a pin. That it’s made me really reevaluate what I want out of life.

So…sorry such a novel. Just wanted to let you guys know that I’m alive, doing well. And I’m back in the game.