Argh! Is there any day that ISN’T a cheat day in my house??
Yes, I cheated BADLY yesterday. It was like every day that I hadn’t ate any crap suddenly came flooding back at me and for some reason I had the feeling that I was being cheated by not being able to cheat so I CHEATED. Not cheated, but CHEATED. Does that bother me? Yeah, just a bit. I thought that I was kind of over WANTING the crappy foods that I know aren’t good for me, that I would be able to at least stave off any temptation long enough to suck down a protein shake or meal replacement. But, much to my annoyance, I’m not over the cravings for hot dogs and ice cream and soda and pretzels and candy.
That’s why I drove 180 miles to get a treadmill. HA HA! Take that, Cheat Monster! I was able to put in 30 minutes of cardio last night after my binge, and I am currently working on adding another 30 minutes as soon as I add this blog. And an intense cardio session it will be, for the binge was a big one.
But on to a new day and a new way of eating (again)! I shall vanquish the Cheat Monster for at least 24 hours, then go from there! There will be corpses of Cheat Monsters littering my home as I demolish one every 24 hours until this contest is over! And then it will probably be time for a little clean up, you know, a little bag and tag, and then on with the destruction!
My goal of being a lean, mean cut machine for the Bill Grant contest WILLÂ be realized, no matter how many monsters I shall have to squash with my big, meaty fists during the midnight snack runs!
Hoo-raah!!






June 3, 2008 at 5:58 am
Wow I’m not the only one. Its amazing but some-times junk cravings remind me of when I quit smoking. Sounds liked you smacked that craving around! Keep up the fight your doing an amazing job. By the way I love the way you involve your family.
Semper Fi