ElmCityLady’s BodyBlog

I blew off work today (and yesterday).  I went to the gym and cranked out 375 calories on the eliptical in 25 minutes. Then went to a machine and did some arm exercises. Went back the the eliptical and did 100 more calories, and then lifted some weights. I went back to the eliptical again and took it really slow for 5 minutes. Now I’m about to eat a yummy salad = ]

 I am much happier going to the gym and doing something for myself and going to work and handling HIV blood. Now that I am motivated, I just needed that time alone. I need one whole day to myself, I can plan my meals and do my things around the house. PMA PMA PMA PMA

When my boyfriend is around, I just feel like there is way more of a chance I’m going to blow it for myself. I love him, and I know he loves me but hes some of the reason I’m in this fat situation. I just don’t want his bad eating habits affecting me anymore. I am trying to discipline myself to being independent about cooking my own dinners, and not making mashed potatoes and baking pumpkin bread. I hope he doesnt get pissed hes not getting the meals he wants everynight, but even though I’m changing the way I eat, Sunday dinners have been a tradition in my family for 80 years, so I know there is no avoiding the pasta and sauce. Maybe a switch to wheat pasta? = ]

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