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Created:09/20/2006
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I lost my father!

July 6, 2009

I know this topic has absolutely nothing to do with Bodybuilding. I’m very destroyed right now. I lost one of my greatest heroes last week. A very intelligent man and a real fighter. That man is my father. He was taken away from me too soon and am doing everything I can to cope as well as my family. I’m truly going to miss him and there’s never going to be a day when I’m not thinking about him.  I’m always going to think about him. I know he’s in a better place now and is no longer suffering. Papa, you’ll forever be in my heart. I just have to take one day at a time and memories and discussing about my father are one of few things that are pretty therapeutic at the moment and are keeping me positive. I’m sure to lots of people that lost their family members as well are in the same vote as me.

I’m staying!

November 7, 2008

After floods of emails and questions from other users asking why I was leaving and encouragement from lots of other users who I didn’t even know existed on this site, I knew I would be setting a bad example leaving. Thank you guys for being understanding and as well supportive and didn’t realize so many people here had my back. I am going to keep it simple this time and not even get too over the top so that I don’t have problems in the near future like serious confrontations with trolls and stalkers. I’m just glad to have people agreeing with me and also am glad for not taking the biggest step. Leaving of course is what I’m talking about. I made so many friends here and can’t just turn my back away because of a heated confrontation and a very busy schedule. I could always find time to work in between from this site and personal matters. Still, I love you guys and I’m proud for all of your efforts and work you put on this site and without alot of you guys, I wouldn’t be staying here because you are all very inspiring.

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Goodbye guys and thank you!

November 1, 2008
Hey guys Thanks for all the great comments and thoughts as well as encouragement for the past four years. Unfortunately I’m turning my back on this site. I had a really bad mishap with an unusual but strangely obsessive stalking troll named jbulger30 who has been harassing me for the past three years. He started writing me pm’s in 2006 saying stuff like No offense you’re not making lots of gains and then wrote another one the following year saying when are you going torealize that your body is shit and people are only telling you that you look good becaus ethey don’t have the balls to tell you that you look like shit and decided on October 30th and 31st to post some nasty comments on my pics saying I looked like shit and then attacked my personal appearance and was saying stuff like he was going to kick my ass and ranting about his Kung Fu and reciting 50 Cent songs and calling me Gangsta wannabe as well calling me fat. At that point I was ready to  murder him, but I took deep breaths and just smiled. Unfortunately, after that I ripped him a new ******* with PM’s and fought back and got him banned finally which I’m so relieved. The funny thing was that he had never posted any photos of himself and lied on his page saying he was 22 when he’s really 17 but I think he changed it for protective purposes and that’s bullshit. That’s a real winner right there and is just a pathetic little loser who still lives with Mom and Dad and jerks off on this site. I was actually laughing after because it surprises me how pathetic one can constantly get on your hair because they dislike you in some way and you never did wrong to them. He even pin pointed some of my weak points on my body which I’m aware I have love handles but I don’t have that bad of a body like he says. He’s basically just jealous because I can post photos of myself and take criticism in a respectable way and not try to be rude or tacky and worst of all just plain retarded. He even went to ask me my IQ and told me I looked semi retarded. I didn’t answer him and even if I do look that, I was just born that way. The funny thing was that he is the biggest retard here who still hasn’t grown past puberty. LOL Who cares, because I don’t. He’s banned now and the stalking troll stupid ass got what he deserved. Ha Ha! I am leaving BB.com due to a very busy schedule and my career as a full time Chef. Just so you guys know that I’m not quitting bodybuilding. I will continue to achieve my goals and continue to fight tooth and nail to get far. Even if I have to deal with personal issues, I won’t let it get to me.
I just want to thank all the following users for the help, inspiration and tips you gave me. You guys are all the best and we’ve all seen eachother come a long ways. Some of us had our ups and downs but we still managed to support eachother. I just want to say I’ve seen dramatic changes out of all of you guys and am deeply proud of everyone of you. I do however want to thank certain individual users.BBmad, Minotaur, BryanGee, SensiD, exguitarplayer, Sharkman47, Cowboy Gene (A true gentleman) middlleagedguy (I’m glad we got to be friendly Paul even though it’s been awhile.) Oletimer, Captain Ahab (You are one remarkable man Errol) easy_maz (I’ll miss your wisecracks, man) Thenewchamp (You’re still the hottest Cheryl) oldsuperman (You’re ripped to the bone, Ed) and there’s others. If I didn’t mention your names just remeber that you guys are still my friends and put some of you as my friend for a reason just as you put me as your friends. I love you guys so much and train hard. I’m proud of each and everyone of you and thank you for a great four years. Peace!



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