Dizymz’s BodyBlog

 i’m sooooo happpyyy! i have been lookin for a job in columbus off and on for sooo long and finally i randomly stopped into a urban acive that is opening in november by my hair salon, and i got the job! its just front desk, but being in a gym all day is FINE with me. I"m sure it will keep me motivated and i’ll learn alot more……i’m hoping to work on getting m personal training certification too once i get the money to do so….

 I"m sooo happy right now, such a weight lifted off my shoulders, i’m going to have a great run tonight once i download some new music…

Just got back from the gym! i think i need to wake up and go earlier every morning to start my day cause lately i havnt had much energy and working out gives me that extra umph. But i’m going to eat some chicken veggies and rice! patting myself on the back, and making sure i do something similair for dinner….need to pick up my good habits again

I also decided i need to check bodybuidling.com everyyy morning before a start my day as motivation and a reminder, i definately haven’t been on it too much in the past but the site and people have been helping in the past couple days.. sooo i think its a given i need to step up using the computer to get in shape? sounds contradicting  buut you know what i mean

Spring 2008 was the last time i felt really good about my body…i had lost 5 lbs which on my tiny frame makes a BIG difference….well come that summer i gained that back and haven’t managed to lose it since, i eat healthy and work out but not to the extreme and consistency i need to. I either make excuses or decide i’m okay with not being perfect and dont need to force myself to try….which isn’t true, i’m Okay with it but i’m not fully happy.

I’m not sure how to keep myself on track or stick to the consistency alone, i realized i have ups and downs with being my own babysitter and would like my own personal ass kicker. I feel i need to revamp my self and my attitude and focus………..sooooo i deleted all my old blogs and am going to put up new pictures and i need everyone to bug the **** out of me to update and everything so i dont slack! slacking is the reason i’m a little pudge girl right now!  i need the athlete in me right NOW!