Dizymz’s BodyBlog

I need to go to the grocery store tonight, I feel as thoughh i have NO food. I’m lacking in the veggie department i ahve so many frozen veggies that havent been cooked…..so i’m thinkin i should do that tonight. I really need something to take with me to class on tue. and thurs. because i’m on campus 8 to 5 o clock and i have no fridge or microwave?? sooo i need food that needs neither, which is difficult

I need to go to the grocery store tonight, I feel as thoughh i have NO food. I’m lacking in the veggie department i ahve so many frozen veggies that havent been cooked…..so i’m thinkin i should do that tonight. I really need something to take with me to class on tue. and thurs. because i’m on campus 8 to 5 o clock and i have no fridge or microwave?? sooo i need food that needs neither, which is difficult

I need to go to the grocery store tonight, I feel as thoughh i have NO food. I’m lacking in the veggie department i ahve so many frozen veggies that havent been cooked…..so i’m thinkin i should do that tonight. I really need something to take with me to class on tue. and thurs. because i’m on campus 8 to 5 o clock and i have no fridge or microwave?? sooo i need food that needs neither, which is difficult

While at work today i got curious and noticed a BF% handheld thing, the electronic ones….and decided to test it ouuut…..22.5 bf, not so great,  19 to 20% is the last time i can remember getting it checked. I feel like i should purchase my OWN cuz checkin that for progress would motivate me more than the scale, but i dont have either or money to buy either. BUt i know i can use the one at work now, so i’m hoping to LOWEr that number by halloween….if i want to be "Lara Croft" from tomb raider i’m going to hae to step up my diet and cardio…good thing class started so i have to walk back and forth an hour everyday regardless…..

 i’m sooooo happpyyy! i have been lookin for a job in columbus off and on for sooo long and finally i randomly stopped into a urban acive that is opening in november by my hair salon, and i got the job! its just front desk, but being in a gym all day is FINE with me. I"m sure it will keep me motivated and i’ll learn alot more……i’m hoping to work on getting m personal training certification too once i get the money to do so….

 I"m sooo happy right now, such a weight lifted off my shoulders, i’m going to have a great run tonight once i download some new music…

Moved back to school last week and feeling Wonderrrful about it!  i miss having my own fridge and grocery shopping at whole foods and maing my own food instead eating whatever my parents would have. PLus going running on the college campus is more entertaining then boring toledo. And i miss my schools gym also, honestly i never should have gone home but i wanted to bartend, and worked at a really cool bar all summer. I"m excited to be more focused and ahve more of a schedule, i love summer, but summer in toledo was pretty uneventful and UNMotiVating…. and thats no fun

Moved back to school last week and feeling Wonderrrful about it!  i miss having my own fridge and grocery shopping at whole foods and maing my own food instead eating whatever my parents would have. PLus going running on the college campus is more entertaining then boring toledo. And i miss my schools gym also, honestly i never should have gone home but i wanted to bartend, and worked at a really cool bar all summer. I"m excited to be more focused and ahve more of a schedule, i love summer, but summer in toledo was pretty uneventful and UNMotiVating…. and thats no fun

SOo yesterday and today i’ve been pretty good, so i need to continue these good habits and not make so many mistakes like i ahve been lately! I"m feeling extra motivated and am sick of hearing my own excuses….so i’m going to stick to healthy food and keep getting more comfortable at my new gym till i go back to school….yay! motivation went from average to high…

Just got back from the gym! i think i need to wake up and go earlier every morning to start my day cause lately i havnt had much energy and working out gives me that extra umph. But i’m going to eat some chicken veggies and rice! patting myself on the back, and making sure i do something similair for dinner….need to pick up my good habits again

I also decided i need to check bodybuidling.com everyyy morning before a start my day as motivation and a reminder, i definately haven’t been on it too much in the past but the site and people have been helping in the past couple days.. sooo i think its a given i need to step up using the computer to get in shape? sounds contradicting  buut you know what i mean

Spring 2008 was the last time i felt really good about my body…i had lost 5 lbs which on my tiny frame makes a BIG difference….well come that summer i gained that back and haven’t managed to lose it since, i eat healthy and work out but not to the extreme and consistency i need to. I either make excuses or decide i’m okay with not being perfect and dont need to force myself to try….which isn’t true, i’m Okay with it but i’m not fully happy.

I’m not sure how to keep myself on track or stick to the consistency alone, i realized i have ups and downs with being my own babysitter and would like my own personal ass kicker. I feel i need to revamp my self and my attitude and focus………..sooooo i deleted all my old blogs and am going to put up new pictures and i need everyone to bug the **** out of me to update and everything so i dont slack! slacking is the reason i’m a little pudge girl right now!  i need the athlete in me right NOW!