Desire88’s BodyBlog

   i couldn’t think of a title right now.  today is just one of those days were i feel like my body doesn’t look that great. i wonder if it is because of stress with finals and everything.  i can’t wait for it to be over so i can fully focus of myself.

    lately i have been wondering if i should be by myself to help make me a better person.  i seem to be worried about pleaseing everyone but myself.  i just don’t know how people will take it.  i’m just tried of going along with what everyone esle wants me to do.  my job,friends, and parents.  i think it’s time for me to break that bond.  cheers to that next step.

   hello, those of you who vist my page often know i am working hard to get my body nice and toned and know i post pics all the time to show my progress.  i just wanted to say thank to all you with nice comments and for the support.

    thise of you who have rude comments and want to compare to those skinny models in hollywood.  that is not real.  i am real and i love the way i look.  i can wear anything i want if i a please.  if you don’t like the way i look, don’t look at my page.

  i wanted to be half my size when december got here.  well that didn’t happen scale wise but my body looks great.  i am very pleased at my results.  just need to get my lower body into more shape.  my arms are coming along just fine.  i made my diet more strict.  i only eat meat once a week, other than that it’s protein shakes and veggies.

   i like what i am seeing so far.  soon as school ends i will start cardio again.  right now with finals i don’t really feel like it.  i know that is bad but i don’t want to stress myself out and add some weight back from stress.  but things are looking up.

i went to the doctors today tipping the scale at 179.  i did not update that on my main age.  i am really sad about that.  only because i changed my eating habits and it seems to have made no difference, but my body looks more and more amazing with each passing day.  do you guys think it could be muscle i have put on.  my abs and starting to lean out as well as my arms.  i hope that it the case.  if not i was considering giving u meat( i already don’t eat beef or pork)

at my job they are having a post holiday party.  i already choose a nice outfit but i want to make sure i look super in it.  just a outfit i have worn before and looked ok in.  but i want a wow factor.

i want to have some sexy abs.  i’ve read hat abs are the last result i will see coming in after all my hard work.  i hope so.  i would like to be able to sit down without feeling like i’m going to have a baby.  plus i would like to feel more comfortable in wearing tight clothes and tanks.  i love wearing tanks in the summer.  not only that it helps me to look great in shorts.  i already have nice legs just need a nice mid section.

does anyone have suggestions for work outs?  that is the main area i want to improve(as you can see)  i would like to improve my arms as well but they are not as bad as my tummy.  at least at thanksgiving no one said i gained weight! 

   i feel like i stopped dead in my tracks as far as my weight dropping.  but it is still a learning process for me.  i have now added in more protein but i also need something to turn down my stress levels because i believe that is effecting my weight progress as well.  i was thinking about getting into yoga and changing what time i go to bed so i can work out first thing in the morning.  i’m thinking about it.

    i also feel that i need to change my six meals a day. i eat oatmeal with two eggs for meal 1, meal 2 could be a shake and two eggs, meal 3 is a turkey or ham wrap with lettece, meal 4 is fish with veggies and a fruit(sometimes i add in mac and cheese) and then meal 5 sometimes is a protein shake or nothing.  it depends if it’s on the day i am working or not.  for the most part i would like to take out the wrap and make it fruit or more veggies.  i believe that will give me a better boost.

  i finally deicided to start clean eatting.  so far everythng is going great.  i did crave for some french fries after a week and a half.  not bad.  i would like to only eat out every two weeks, which is once a month.  i can already see the diffrent in my body.  i get hungry every two or three hours now.  i can jus see ny bikin body already.  does anybody have anything to say about clean eatting?  feel free to drop me a line.

  i started working out again and just within working out for three days i feel so super.  i think i am ready to take the next step.  I decided to give clean eatting a try and see if that works for me.  I have my food list made and everything i just need to go get it.  even if so i am making due with what is available to me at home which is not much.  never was much to begine with anyway.  if there is anyone who does clean eatting.  Please let me know how it is?

  i have been doing my weight lifting and i feel that i look great recently.  the number on my scale still has not changed.  i mean maybe it is because muscle weights more than fat i don.t know. i just would really like to see the number go down by time i have to renew my license.  my license still has 148 on it and as for people who read my profile you know i am no where close to that.

  i would just really like to have a waist.  i feel right now that i do not have one.  you know with the pudge in my belly and flab on the side.  some days i have also noticed that i am bloated which i hate because then i really don’t feel hot.  my goal is to be at least 150 by the hoildays.

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