Desire88’s BodyBlog

   i couldn’t think of a title right now.  today is just one of those days were i feel like my body doesn’t look that great. i wonder if it is because of stress with finals and everything.  i can’t wait for it to be over so i can fully focus of myself.

    lately i have been wondering if i should be by myself to help make me a better person.  i seem to be worried about pleaseing everyone but myself.  i just don’t know how people will take it.  i’m just tried of going along with what everyone esle wants me to do.  my job,friends, and parents.  i think it’s time for me to break that bond.  cheers to that next step.

   hello, those of you who vist my page often know i am working hard to get my body nice and toned and know i post pics all the time to show my progress.  i just wanted to say thank to all you with nice comments and for the support.

    thise of you who have rude comments and want to compare to those skinny models in hollywood.  that is not real.  i am real and i love the way i look.  i can wear anything i want if i a please.  if you don’t like the way i look, don’t look at my page.

  i wanted to be half my size when december got here.  well that didn’t happen scale wise but my body looks great.  i am very pleased at my results.  just need to get my lower body into more shape.  my arms are coming along just fine.  i made my diet more strict.  i only eat meat once a week, other than that it’s protein shakes and veggies.

   i like what i am seeing so far.  soon as school ends i will start cardio again.  right now with finals i don’t really feel like it.  i know that is bad but i don’t want to stress myself out and add some weight back from stress.  but things are looking up.