I am back from the most wonderful and romantic vacation I have been on in years. For those of you that haven’t been to Caesars Pocono Palace, I highly recommend. Our room was wonderful… private pool so inviting… fireplace made cuddling fun while sipping from a glass of blackberry wine…the view from the private balcony was so relaxing…the whirlpool heart shaped tub was very welcoming. The resort so had their stuff together too. I mean the food was delicious. The bar served fabulous drinks… I know you really can’t mess that up. Oh and the couples games, lets just say they got a little up close and personal but everyone had a great time. Truly I can’t wait to go back.
I am now motivated to get it together. I took some time to refocus. To really think about what I want. I know I have been slacking. I came back and spent some time planning my meals and my workout routine. Now it is time to drop this weight once and for all. It’s time to stop messing around and get a hold of what I want. No one is going to do it for me. And wishing it would happen just isn’t going to work. Its time to get dedicated, get committed, grab hold and don’t let go.
I have gained back my weight that I lost. Its my own fault for being lazy and unfocused. I have bounced around like someone on a fad diet rollercoaster. I know what I have to do. I know how to do it. Its time I did it. I am leaving all excuses behind. No need to pack them. I won’t need them.
I am signing up for my personal trainer certification. I plan on finishing it within six months. That is the time frame I am allowing myself to reach my goal. I have six months to make this happen. I need to look the part. I help countless people reach their goal and I have been shucking my own advice and knowledge. How can I go on and not feel like a hypocrite? I mean really, I am telling others the benefits of maintain your health and wellness and I have been letting mine go.
I fell hard off the wagon. I have drug myself back on. No easy street for me baby. It’s the long bumpy up hill road. I know damn well when I reach the top of the hill it is going to be worth crowing about. Today I start on the road…Destination Me…. I am going to let the person inside show up on the outside. It’s time to shine.
I realized that not posting here as often has helped me fall into the pit of laziness and unfocused behavior. So starting today, I am going back to posting daily. I also realized that I don’t encourage others the way I should be: the law of reciprocation. As of today that will change too. I am going back to checking on my friends. I will begin my pt courses soon. My workout and diet are planned. My vision board is up. I am ready for this trip. Are you coming with me?
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