Summer is almost here and I am still so damn fat. Yep! I know it’s my own fault. Yes, I have been trying to do something about it. Temptations are so strong for me right now. I have to constantly tell myself no! NO! NO!
You would think things would start to get better …easier but they aren’t. It’s a constant struggle. Will I ever get fit? Will my body ever get back to lean, mean, and sexy? Why the hell does that cheese cake looks so damn good? Self doubts surround me daily. I keep kicking them to the side. Choices that should be easy are clouded with tempting bits of cool whip and shredded dark chocolate and lots of nuts.
My workouts are fabulous and intense but they won’t get me the results I want if I don’t control the nutrition. Maybe my fairy god mother will bring me a well built attractive chef to prepare my every meal in nothing but an apron or maybe just one of those nice white chef hats. That should keep my mind off food. LOL Sorry feeling naughty today.
Back to bodybuilding. Yep! I have so much work to do. Got the jiggle in the thighs to disappear. The flapping flab on the pelican beck (tricep) to shrink. Oh and don’t even get me started on the damn stomach. That ball of fat is just awful. My butt needs to get tighter and firmer.
So what am I going to do with this nonbeach ready body. I am going to work it, til it pukes. That right I am getting back to am cardio session to go a long with my nighttime p90x workouts and my supplements iron flinging. I will get this damn nutrition thing back under control with or without the chef, and I will continue with my great sups. My attitude will be positive. Plus I have my circle, my team, my friends that will kick my ass good and hard for falling of the damn wagon. In a couple of months, we will all be shouting, “bring on the sun, margaritas, and coconut marinating oils.” The circle is meeting in July and I refuse to go without some great progress to show.
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