Dallas68's BodyBlog http://blog.bodybuilding.com/Dallas68 MY JOURNEY: A TOTAL MINDBENDER. Sat, 28 Mar 2009 21:17:53 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=0.32 en 2009 - Day to day. the Diary of an obsession. http://blog.bodybuilding.com/Dallas68/2009/03/28/2009-day-to-day-the-diary-of-an-obsession/ http://blog.bodybuilding.com/Dallas68/2009/03/28/2009-day-to-day-the-diary-of-an-obsession/#comments Sun, 29 Mar 2009 02:17:53 +0000 dallas68 Other http://blog.bodybuilding.com/Dallas68/2009/03/28/2009-day-to-day-the-diary-of-an-obsession/ Even if your bigger than i am, your nowhere near as big as i am.
thought i would be happy with being over 220lbs…nothing doing, want more immediately, still need to see that real size coming through. that massiveness that i covet and indeed our competitive industry covet…that monstrosity , that beast, that huge hulking hulk of a hulk…we dont need hunks anymore..or bodybuilders who can still do movies…nah…we just need bigger and better built bodybuilders…i wish to be one of those bodybuilders…right now im still way too small…need to start getting big…been trying but so far all i see is being inferior and with little to no real muscle…

one day…i will grow…everyday…i eat, train, sleep…i believe i will finally come to be ….a freak

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