~CynthiaMarie~’s BodyBlog

Well I haven’t added any new progress pictures up lately and that’s because I haven’t made any progress! I really suck at this lol. I really admire everyone that is disciplined enough to stick with it and reach their goals. Although I have gained back the few pounds that I did manage to lose and then some, I’m not giving up quit yet. I know it can be done. Each time I fail, I learn something knew and I hope that I can take everything that I have learned and use all that to finally reach my goals. I’m really trying to stay optimistic about it. I hate not feeling good about myself anymore. I miss being able to wear cute clothes and feel really confident. I will be going out of state to visit my family for Christmas and I want to look good! I don’t want to be embarrassed to run into old friends while I’m there either. I think five months is plenty of time to make great changes! Tomorrow will be day one and I know there are wonderful people here that will support me!