Cr4zYH3aD’s BodyBlog

8 Days and it’s still in Mississauga.

Well, I found this from someone on the forum can’t remember,

“All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you’re not good enough or talented enough or strong enough; they will say your the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all of the no’s become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly. AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES.”

That’s comforting to read.

On another note, it’s been 7 days and still haven’t receive my orders. PITA ! Now I will have to order my supps 2-3 weeks or even 1 month in advance !

Well, noone wants to train with me. It looks like everybody around me hates bodybuilding. They’re not even neutral with me. They hate it, They keep telling me to stop talking about it, and they all tell me that the supplements I order are bullsh*t. They even tell me how to spend my money. I’m so depressed, and alone. Maybe If I had someone to chat about bodybuilding and my progess I would keep working out.

Oh well, sometimes I have some ‘pride boost’ and I just want to say f*** y** to everybody around me. But then again, it’s mostly family and they do not understand me, maybe. So I can’t.

Living in a prison where everybody hates what you do…s***.

Well, I guess I’m an (extreme) endomorph. What do you think ?

I’ve watched TV shows like "downsize me" "biggest loser", It’s certain that it is motivating, but do you know how HARD this is to do the same in REAL LIFE ? And i’m talking about everything, ESPECIALLY DIET. I remember, they took a multis once. But no other supps.I guess they want to change the lifestyle and not focus on the performance itself.

I’m having a hard time trying to apply the same diet. Needless to say, eveything cost alot of money.

Before (Starting Gym in May/June 2008) So i’ve posted pictures on my page. Look at the progress pictures they are from tonight. I’m at my heaviest.

Happy Mother’s Day to all moms !!

So here’s what i’ve ordered (note: It’s a PITA for quebeckers, shipping is 2 full week , and they dont ship on weekend.) I hate that ! I’m so excited to get them..

Multis: NOW Opti-men (phyto food, antioxidants,etc.)

Antioxidants: NOW Vitaberry Plus+, fruit antioxidant (2 caps = 5,000 ORAC)

Pre-Workout Energizer: Millenium Sports RAGNAROK - Can’t wait to try it !

Protein: Optimum Nutrition 100% Whey Gold - 5lbs. Extreme Milk Chocolate

Extras: Optimum BCAA 5000 Powder. I’ve read that it was really good for alot of things. From weight loss to anabolic/anti-catabolic effects.

Ill post again once I’ll receive it. It should arrive around the 13th.  !

I’ve updated severals box on the webpage, Ill check if there’s something more i can update !

Yep, ill let you know when Ill received it. I ordered a new stack and a pre-workout powder. Ragnarok.

Meanwhile im going to visit 1 or 2 gyms and choose one