Driven
I’m not happy with my performance last week. I’m at a higher level of fitness than I have ever been in my life, but I feel that I can do much better. I don’t think I’m doing enough. I feel I should push myself hard at least twice a week. I really want to start doing more on the weekends now too. I think starting tomorrow I will try to get at least an hour of moderately intense exercise a weekend. The kids can participate too…I’m proud of my oldest; she wanted to go to the gym with me! Maybe we will do that. If I set a good example for her now I won’t have to worry about her getting a negative body image in her teens. Anyway, back to me. Yea, I want to push this beyond what I’ve been doing. I also don’t like the amount of fat I still have around my lower half. It doesn’t look too bad when I’m standing up and moving around, but I can "pinch an inch" still. Ick. I’m happy with how much of that I have lost so far though; my uniform that I bought six months ago is too big now! I’ve been able to stay away from crap food and not eat my weight in spaghetti lol. So that part is going well. Here’s to success.
