P90X
When I choose to live with my love, he told me it was for us to have a trustworthy relationship and of course it sounded lovely. A year after, he stopped coming home as often…saying he was at his parents more and more. The more I questioned him- the more we fought- the more lonely I began to become. I lost sight of everything in life. Well I eventually got kicked out so to speak, I told him i wouldnt ever forgive him and that I wanted to end things but "he didn’t see things that way" so we remained together. Its the hardest time of my life- I work full time and go to college full time, and dedicated to my gym work outs…but my love life has ruined my goals. Thats when I decided I wanted a new routine to mix it up and ventured to spend my money on myself for a change- Instead of going to movies by myself (both best friends recently moved to LA!! AHH soo ALONe <=( ….!!! )..
Sooo I took advice from one of these sed friends, and am going to start p90x as a confidence boost ..I mean if it WORKS. I really want to shape up and feel better about my body. I want to be worth something to myself I suppose; so I ordered the set but need to get the pull up bar at weights. I only have a 15 lb dumbell someplace haha.
Ill post photos of before and after : )
August 5, 2009 at 5:00 am
Good luck!!! Sounds like you got a plan together.
I hate your misfortune, or should i say, congrats, on finding a new path.
we’ve all been in simialr situations, but not with your heart and soul. I wish you the best!!
August 5, 2009 at 5:01 am
It’s such a shame that some things don’t work out but the most important thing in everything is you.
It’s important to concentrate on you, focus on what you want or need and if you aren’t reaching your current goals then change your route towards them.
Maybe this is a blessing in disguise??
At the end of the day it’s your happiness that is most important not his!!
August 5, 2009 at 5:55 am
I wish I couldn’t relate, but I definitely could. I was in the same position not too long ago. A bad relationship can effect your life, your friendships and your job more than you think it could. One day you’ll look back on it as a learning experience. I always tell myself and others that my first day on my new journey I lost the first 130lbs that was holding me back. The moment I moved on was the moment I was able to start living my life again. You’ll be fine and before you know it you’ll be better than ever