C’s Rockin BodyBlog

Well These past few weeks have been interesting.  I adjusted my split a little bit, I think its going to work out.  I guess I have just been feeling like I’ve been in a bit of a rut lately.  I know I havent even been serious about lifting a year yet…but I feel like I should be further along in my progress.  Maybe Im too hard on myself, well…I know I am! I workout harder and more consistently then about anyone I know….and I should be proud of that. I am starting to get to obsessive about being perfect about eating, and I really need to chill..because I think it is hurting me more than helping me right now.  And I will hopefully get the body I am looking for one day, but I need to at least try to be happy with the one I have right now, even if it is not perfect.  I know I am lucky to have all my abilities and talents and I need to stop taking those for granted and focus on what I have and not what I "should" be.   I guess I need to just keep my head up *sigh*