Jealousy…
… i decided that jealousy is the thing that gets me more motivated than anything.
Let us say, for example, you and a group of friends are watching a movie and a dude with a rediculosly good body pops on screen. Girls drool.. and gasp orgrunt or whatever girls do. ….. I immediatly want to pick something up and set it down repeatedly so i can work out right then.
It is terribly narsasistic, but i want people to drool over my body. I don’t workout to be healthier, or stronger or whatever. I want people to drool when i take my shirt off.
SO: I am jealous of the people that get drooled over. It keeps me motivated. I literally texted a friend of mine who is a girl today and asked her to explain to me how hot six packs are. I then went to the gym and had the best workout of my entire life? Awesome.





