Confussion???
Okay, so everyone has always called me the coveted "skinny bitch". Which I seriously hate because I freakin work hard to be skinny (well maybe not skinny, but toned with little to no fat). To be getting negative responses from everyone was really a bummer. Then guess what happens, a notorious book come out called, you guessed it, "Skinny Bitch". Which only drew more attention to my tiny frame. Not to mention upped the comments, because somehow now it’s actually considered couth to say this to someone’s face. Well, I broke down and bought the damn book to see what all the hype was about. OMG!! I was not expecting to be scared shitless into not eating anything. I was already vegan before reading the book which helped with the guilt, because trust me after you hear about what they put on, put in, take out, and do to these animals you eat daily you will be sick. The thing that I am really struggling with is the parts where they talk about whey and caseine. They basically say that they are not as good for you as you might think. Infact they are down right bad for you. There are several ingredients that are used in packaged food and foods that have been "enriched" that are supposed to be huge no-no’s. Yet my whole life I was told were good for me. This makes eating a huge struggle. Especially when I read conflicting articles and books every other day. Oh and by the way this world is freakin currupt! Most of the studies we read and hear about are paid for by huge corporations working overtime to rake in profits, not giving a flying hoot about our health..probably due to the fact that the cycle would then be broken for the flow of money into the drug company’s pockets. This is incredibly hard for a fairytale idealist like me to handle. It makes you want to trust no one because there is always an agenda. Freakin A!!! No wonder there are so many crazy conspiracy theory people running around shouting from roof tops with megaphones. Not literally 
of coarse. Anyway, it was nice to vent. Now I must go for a run around the lake and find my center.
Love life everyday!
Chassidy
April 18, 2008 at 7:45 am
Well, you’re going to have to eat something! Can’t make everyone happy, so just please yourself with what you eat. We’re all going to die, might as well die healthy.