Camogirlie’s BodyBlog

So my work is putting this on for Charity.  We always joke around the office that they always reward us with FOOD!  And they do, pizzas, potlucks, donut breakfasts, the saturated fat list goes on and on! Hence the reason why most of the people that work here are fatty’s and flat assed!  But this is for charity again… So it makes it okay.. RIGHT?!?!? WROOOONG!! So this is what you get….You get The Super Nachos with all the greasy fatty calorie filled toppings including Fake cheese, chemically enhanced peppers, fat injected sour cream and Refried Beans all for only 5 BUCKS!  Or you can have a LOVELY Chili Cheese hot dog, with Fake cheese, processed bun, and get this… fat soaked chili..Also for 5 bucks!  OR OR!! You can be a BIG SPENDER and get all of the above for only 8 dollars.!! IT is for charity folks.. So don’t feel bad that your tummy is gonna be going “NO BAD!! TERRIBLE FOOD, PUT IT DOWN” while your heart can feel all warm and fuzzy cause you helped charity!   How about just donating and not eating the junk….No that’s to much to ask for huh!… LOL.. Okay..i will go eat my veggies and tuna and giggle at your weakness!! Oh and don’t forget to grab some cookies, chips and the sugary pop on your way out! THANKS!

PS. I have pictures of this lovely feast, But i suck at computers and i CANT seem to make it work! UGH!

So over the weekend as I would pass myself in the mirror I would think “huh! Looking good! Making improvements.”   I felt really confident!  I can actually see that i’m making progress for a change.  My abs are starting to show and I can feel that my ab muscles are a lot stronger and harder!  Needless to say I’m really excited!  I bought Hydroxycut Hardcore this weekend, and I started taking it today, so I’m hoping that it will give me more energy and help me lose some body fat.  I rested all weekend and even skipped Leg day on Saturday so that I could rest up to continue to push hard in the gym and get results.  I feel good, and I can’t wait for the upcoming week!!

So I’m starting to get really weak and tired.  I think I’m in need of a break.  I hate taking breaks cause I always lose muscle and I’m JUST starting to make some great progress.  When I take breaks I always feel fat, lazy and gross!  But I know that if I don’t take a break it can only bring bad things.  I will just continue to get increasingly more tired and soon enough I won’t show any progress.  When I take breaks, I feel like ALL my hard work just went to waste!  Maybe things will be different this time since I’m eating clean now.  Ugh!  I don’t want to take a break! 

**Warning! If you are a large person and you don’t care about your health, and working out.. You shouldn’t read this**
 

I have no sympathy for fat people who don’t try, none at all!  I work in an office environment and I look around me and all I see is flat fat asses.  Not that it bothers me, but I get made fun of constantly by my co-workers.  They make comments when I’m eating my veggies and the crap pushers are all having a potluck with Fried this, and butter topped that.  One large guy co-worker often jokes by saying “You are so thin, if you needed an X-ray done they would just have to hold you up to a bright light and they could see through you.”  Not to mention that it’s a cheesy NOT funny comment, but to hear it SEVERAL times a month is just flat out annoying!  I’ve gotten to the point where I simply pipe back at him and say “it’s because I eat right and go to the gym, maybe you should try it.” One time a lady co-worker was trying to encourage a couple of other co-workers to start a support group to lose weight.  The lady approached one of the largest flat butts on the floor that happens to sit very close to me.  The lady was very optimistic and positive about starting this support group and made a great effort to encourage the large flat butt lady to join.  After a few minutes of discussion I over heard the Large flat butt lady say “No I don’t want to participate.  I think I would like to live in denial a little bit longer.”  ARE YOU JOKING ME!! I was absolutely floored when I overheard this.  This is the SAME lady that has a bag of cookies on her desk, and brings chocolate cakes to work to “share” with everyone else.  This is the SAME large flat butt lady that I can hear huffing and puffing down the hall way when she comes into work, plops down in her chair and puts on her tiny desk fan and blows it into her sweaty face.  And I KNOW she didn’t take the stairs, so there’s no reason for her to be this exhausted!  I am just amazed that some people DON’T CARE that they can barely move, or that they can’t fit into normal chairs.  How could you jeopardize your health like that and sit back with a bag of chips and watch yourself get larger and larger!  I give MAJOR props to those people who make an attempt to work out and stick with it.  It is hard, and it does take time, and effort and it DOESN’T happen over night.  But to sit there and complain, and not do anything about it, I just want to be like “shut up.” 

I get tired of people giving me nasty looks when I mention I still have progress to make when it comes to my body.  I do have goals and all though I KNOW I am thin, I don’t have a negative body image of myself.  Believe me, I’m not going to get an eating disorder cause I happen to LIKE food and plus it will mess up gaining muscle!  So what if I don’t want to have a “Beyonce” body, THAT’S NOT ME!  I want to be fit and I want to have a low body fat % and all the negative lazy fatty’s out there can kiss my toned butt!