Not Feeling It
To put it, bluntly…..I’m Not Feeling It. *sigh*
I never really ‘felt’ this comp….I thought it a good idea b/c it is a close-to-home show, and that I already paid for an NPC card (get the use outta the money, type thing).
Another thing is …I just took some Progress Pictures…and I Don’t Like what I see.
–I see myself as lean, but Not Big Enough (No Mass).
–I don’t like my belly-button which has gotten worse thru time. (eww)
I think I would be wasting time and money if I was to compete at ANY comp.
I enjoy training…actually I LOVE Training
I would never give it up…in fact I would think it a better idea for me to Make Changes in my training and diet and go for More Mass.
Not to compete but just for a difference/change and a challenge for myself….and this could take time, at least a good year.
August 2, 2008 at 4:50 pm
Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. We are always the most critical of ourselves and neglect to see the beauty in ourselves.
Do you want to spend the rest of your life thinking I wish I had?
August 2, 2008 at 5:05 pm
We all feel small right before a show. The dieting starts to get to you so you really can’t make a good judgment call about yourself.
August 2, 2008 at 5:12 pm
If you go to the comp, one of two things will happen. You will win, and be happy beyond words. You will not win, but will receive useful feedback in order to progress to the next level. It’s a win-win situation. Don’t let your own worst fears get you down. You can do this. Go for it.