138 days - back here….
Well I did not write for some time.
I decided that I definatelly will do the competitions next year. I wished to go on Universe again really a lot. But for two weeks I saw it is something wrong with me… and Mondays tests showed it up. I have damaged thyroid gland - the illness I had in the past awake again…
So in this moment I am on synthetic thyroid hormones (letrox) and I will be probbably on it untill the rest of my life. On this will be super hard to be lean….
During the weekend I enjoyed my free days and relaxation procedures again. Full 45 minutes in the warm whirlpool, one hour of herbal steam and relax in the salt cave… and the next day back+legs massage with the warm oil with herbs too (eucalyptus and lavender) …. I really enjoyed it a lot. I remember how I was not used to it and I dont like it at all - mainly I was affraid how other people will react on my body. But now I really enjoy each minute of it…. I think I may say that in training days I go hard and it is very backbreaking for me. So I need to rest and relax a lot when I have some time (and money)….
Today I am very sleepy. Tired. Third day of training in a row… tomorrow is my free day, but no relax as I have to go to my job and do milion things around. I wish to be the weekend again…. 
July 18, 2008 at 9:36 am
Most of us want another weekend, but you look like you earn yours! I am sorry to hear of your illness, but I really hope to keep reading of you getting better!
your comrade,
Ismael