A little more motivation….. kinda ranting
So I have been working out and lifting for well over a year now, and am starting to feel happy about the results I am seeing, as I have been taking diet more seriously these days…
But I have found a new source of motivation… My long term bf and I have ended our relationship- he sent a pic of a girls butt that he had been on a date with during our relationship (just because we were going through a bad patch).
Although I refuse to look at the picture I still have it on my phone, but I am now full of soooo much anger and cannot wait to get in the gym and seriously push myself to the ultimate limit but I don’t want to keep holdng onto this anger! Feel like I am going insane but just want to stay focussed…..
I only have myself to rely on, I have realised that, you can never fully trust somebody else…






September 1, 2008 at 3:52 am
Hi! First, your pics look great and sometimes men are just stupid.
Working out is a great way to channel anger or deal with other issues. Good luck!
September 1, 2008 at 4:28 am
Thank u so much! Still feel so angry but will let it go because it’s not healthy to walk around with pent up agression. Just really bugged that someone who claims to love you could do tht!!
September 9, 2008 at 3:32 pm
No matter how much anyone truly cares about you, you are all you ever really have in this world. And so, I am glad you are here to better yourself!