BreezyUK’s BodyBlog

Soooooo I am still going with this uni work (zzzzzzzz) and the little obstacles that life seems to be throwing in my way at the mo…..the attitude is to kick them out of my path….learn the lesson and just keep smiling….guess what?? its actually working!!
Just really wanted to say HEY and thank u for the friend requests!
Training/diet wise…..I have been doing what I can but my appetite is non existent and am finding myself surviving on protein shakes and h2o….not brilliant but at least I’m not in the mood for junk!

Anywayssss…. Hope all is good, peaceful and productive with u all!

Until the next time…. Lot’s of love and happy thoughts!

I am completely and utterly snowed under with uni work….seems to be never ending but it does actually have an ending…hooray! I seem to have zero time to fit in any training…all I can think abt is the work I have to do (crazy right?!) and feel guilty if I do go and train…
My diet hasn’t been too bad considering I am stressing but that is probably because my appetite is seriously lacking and just cannot decided what I want to eat! When I have all my work completed I can train as much as I like so have to be optimistic, but it doesn’t stop me from feeling crappy in the meantime.

On a good note, when I did go to the gym the other night I was able to squat with 70kg and deadlift with that too….although that was only one rep and took me about three times to get it off the floor…still done it tho!!

So I have been working out and lifting for well over a year now, and am starting to feel happy about the results I am seeing, as I have been taking diet more seriously these days…

But I have found a new source of motivation… My long term bf and I have ended our relationship- he sent a pic of a girls butt that he had been on a date with during our relationship (just because we were going through a bad patch).

Although I refuse to look at the picture I still have it on my phone, but I am now full of soooo much anger and cannot wait to get in the gym and seriously push myself to the ultimate limit but I don’t want to keep holdng onto this anger! Feel like I am going insane but just want to stay focussed…..

I only have myself to rely on, I have realised that, you can never fully trust somebody else…  

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