An Answer..
I’ll admit, my focus isn’t as sharp as it should be…don’t get me wrong, I am hitting the gym and pushing the weights to where I need a nap afterwards:) But my goal focus was all over the place. I see these guys and think, ‘wow, i want to be big and carved up like that!" And then there’s Amanda Harris, and I think," wow, I want to be able to lift pound for pound like her"…and then it goes on and on, do I want to stay 150 and get stronger fro my size, or eat and lift 50 more lbs on me to look more impressive…Do I really want to take tons of products to acheive a certain look, is 200 lbs on my frame even healthy?? What should be fun is turning into stress!:(
But, just now I got a comment from Amysuds, and she suggested what I know in my heart to be true…when i am honest with myself I actually want focus on the powerlifting, because that is where my heart is at:) Don’t be mad at me anyone, but I am not that into the idea of competing in bodybuilding…nothing wrong with it, but i should listen to my heart.
March 18, 2009 at 8:15 pm
Right on. Whatever you do, do it to the best of your ability. Come read my blog if you are interested.