Thinking about FAME…
Well, today I visit Diana Chaloux’s page and find on her new blog a link to the FAME site, which includes dates, times and locations for the camps. Also included are info about the muscle model and bodybuilding categories, which is great! So there I was, taking notes, resolving to learn as much as I can so as to be prepared(hey, it’s never too early!)
As excited as I am about going to the camp and doing my first competition, I am a bit overwhelmed by all the details. Figuring out how to pay the gym fees, plus supplements and registration fees; all on top of normal living expenses! That, and working on my posing and coming up with a routine, plus finding transportation…..you get the idea.
So I was laying in bed, just wanting to crash early so I can get to the gym EARLY tomorrow. I’m just over excited I guess. That and the new jump in protein intake has my hormones going crazy! Does that happen to anyone else? My uber fit, sexy friend at the gym didn’t help. She hadn’t seen me in awhile, on Monday she gave me the warmest hug and was going on in her irresistable Spanish accent about how "strong" & "muscular" I ‘m becoming. She lifted my shirt, and slid her hand along my abs in a way that put some less than innocent thoughts in my head. I feel a bit guilty, because she is married, and maybe I should have been a mature adult and not let her have done that. Except that I really enjoyed that kind of attention from such a hot woman, honestly. I do kind of flirt, and she knows how she looks to me, inside and out. But we’ve discussed this before, we are both mature adults, and we both know we cannot act like horny school children. I think I’m in shock, I find myself so RESPONSIVE to her, that she was so bold; we probably should only see each other at the gym in public just to be safe! Dear Lord Jesus, please send me an AVAILABLE woman as attractive to me as she is!!!
Well, I think writing has actually helped. Maybe I just needed to let out these thoughts and feelings, rather than let them burn out of control in me.
