Blood or Tears
Hands Jittery, sweat dripping…I’m sitting on the bench rocking back and forth and I don’t know why. Just finished up blasting my arms but I still want more, I need more. Gonna burn out these pathetic excuses for biceps. I look down at them, veins everywhere…laughing, I know they are gonna hate me for this. Standing up, I wonder what pansy chose this radio station. I get my head right. Focus on what I’m doing this for. Then I look down at the iron, “Your my bitch.”
The mirror shows a grim reflection of myself. The alter-ego I become when I walk through the gym doors. My gateway to salvation. I mutter one final thing under my breath, “The is what we do.” I grip the iron and as I lift it I know what will hit the ground before it does…blood or tears.






October 19, 2009 at 1:43 pm
Dude you should be a writer!
October 19, 2009 at 2:01 pm
Poetry, my friend! Music to my ears!!!
J
October 19, 2009 at 2:19 pm
great blog bro!!!