Its been a while
Wow, so its been a long time since I last wrote a blog. For anyone who has read my other blogs I got caught up in the end of school and trying to get an internship for the summer. I’ve been busting my ass and have lost a lot of weight due to lack of food because of lack of money. It hurts being someone who truly cares about their diet and knowing you can only afford Top Raemen noodles for every meal.
Although I have been busy I have still found the time for the weightroom. Even though I am in there I would consider my efforts lackluster to be kind. There is a light at the end of the tunnel though. I am finally out of school for the summer and dont have to think about my double major in engineering again until the fall. I have time to work now so my paychecks are increasing and I just made a move to another department in best buy that we all know so well. Picture this, a big guy who lifts all the time, people call him nicknames like superman, rambo, and G.I. This guy goes from working in the warehouse and moving televisions to working at Geek Squad and working on peoples computers. Ha now thats a transition.
Back to the weights though, I decided I need to really dedicate myself again, I never miss a day, but what I mean is get myself motivated. I went through and revamped my lifting music. I got my protein shakes in order. And I started tanning so when i looked at myself in the mirror I wouldnt go blind.
I hit the weightroom last night around 11pm and had one of the better back workouts of my life. The motivation for a great body is always there. Even when you have achieved a good look you can never be satisfied. I am always hungry, always craving, and always left wanting. I am the omega, with emphasis on mega.
I write this to let you guys know not to give in when you have lost that spark. Cuz believe me, when you lift 5 times a week for about 8 years, your going to have the spark dimm a little bit. Its going to flicker. Your going to think you just need to go in there and maintain what you have. You can’t though, because if your like me there is something inside. Something yearning for a better you, something that fights to preserve the very thing you love and hate… pain. You will feel yourself throwing gas on the fire and lighting up a whole new flame. Now get your ass in there and train, quit ****in around with all this "maintaining and i like where im at" bullshit and make something of yourself. Cuz if your not trying to become something more. you are something less.
