BeCrazy’s BodyBlog

Finished up Yoga X at 10am this morning…hate it when I don’t wake up early!  It was awesome, though!  I LOVE YOGAA@!!!!!  it was amazing, I can’t go another week without.  Got back into my hardcore mindset today and ate clean all day and drank my water, I’m feeling awesome.

Got to run to costco, out of cottage cheese!

Didn’t post all last week…hmmm, whY?  Because I WASN’T journaling, therefore, I was eating a bunch of JUNK, therefore, I was feeling GUILTY, and when I feel bad, I don’t want to POST ABOUT IT!!!

YIKES.  Got out my journal today and realized there’s only 60 days until my family vacation where I’ll be in a bathing suit all week, so I gotta buckle down and get SERIOUS with my eating and workouts.  Adding more cardio back in this week, slacked on that last week, and I’m tightening up the diet BIG TIME.  It’s so true that it’s 80% of your results.  For me, it’s almost like 90%, I swear.

Well, time to learn from past mistakes.  I’m SOOOo glad my best friend made me throw out all my FAT PANTS.  Now, when I gain 5 lbs, my pants are all tight and I only have like 1 pair I can comfortably wear, so I realize I have to tighten down the diet before nothing fits.  I’m NEVER buying bigger pants, so gotta be more disciplined and KEEP MY EYES ON THE PRIZE as my friend says!

Summer is just around the corner, and DANG it, I’m going to be READY this year!!!!

Back on the wagon so to speak!  Just finished one of my favorite/most hated workout…plyometrics, man i love how it shapes my legs and shrinks and lifts my booty!  Then, I did a bunch of high-rep leg and butt work after that…got a good burn going.  I am on fire with my clean eating…so excited to make some additional changes and cuts to my physique and prepare for bikini season.  I will get there..it’s a journey.  Losing weight and getting in the best shape of your life is a science, and I’m trying to be a scientist…

Oh my goodness, I’ve NEVER felt so great, more focused, more happy to be working out.  Taking 2 weeks off to sleep and recuperate from Pneumonia were BRUTAL.  I was so mean and frustrated.  I’m NOT a nice person when I don’t work out…need those endorphins, I think!

Today was Chest and Back, felt so good to see I still have a bit of muscle left in my arms.  Today starts my 2nd 90-Day round of P90X and I"m going to BRING IT all the way this time, eating, hard lifting, water, everything.  Gotta push myself to the limit to get to where I want to be and I can’t WAIT to do it!

Life is good! Bodybuilding rocks.

Whoa, bought a pair of size 6 jeans a month ago and they fit, but were tight.  Tried them on today on a whim and they actually look good!  My friend Laura told me NO MORE WIDE-LEG jeans!  It was hard to listen, cause that’s all I’ve ever worn!  The ones I’m wearing even have a bit of stretch!  I honestly can’t believe I’m not horrified about how I look in them.  I also can’t believe that they fit.  It’s so strange…

Yesterday, my husband told me I looked skinny.  He’s NEVER said that to me in my life.  Wow, it’s all the clean eating I’ve been doing and all the water I’ve been drinking.  It’s reshaping my body from the inside out.  It’s like a magic pill, except it’s not.  Can’t believe I didn’t know and subscribe to the whole "clean eating" thing years ago…all the time I’ve wasted being fat….it’s hard to believe…

I’m 30 this year and I feel like it’s the first year of the rest of my life.  The first year since I’ve been 7 years old that I’m not the "big girl."

I’ve got to go take some pictures of my in the jeans so I have evidence, so I really believe it!  I want to give tosca reno a big kiss right now.

Can’t wait to enter my transformation into BB.com’s transformation of the week contest in July.  I’m finally achieving the goals I set out to do, it’s like I’ve finally kept a promise I’ve made to myself and it feels so good.

Yesterday, I finally started getting some of my energy back, my cough is almost gone and I’m able to take some deep breaths, it’s so awesome.

Our health is so easy to take for granted until it’s not there!  I was so fortunate to have grandparents and friends close by to help watch my kids so I could get extra sleep.  I feel like I have done nothing but sleep day and night for a week, but it’s been awesome, exactly what my body needs!

I literally CANNOT WAIT to get started into the 2nd round on my P90X program.  It starts on Monday and I’m going to have to modify my schedule, as I will not be up for doing plyo for a couple more weeks, but I think if I hold back a bit, I will be able to do it.

Finished Tosca Reno’s Eat Clean book today and I’m super-motivated and back on my clean eating 100%, which makes all the difference, I think.

Thanks to all you cheerleaders out there supporting me, bodyspace and all of you totally rock!

I love bodybuilding, still can’t believe that I’m looking at myself when I see my pictures.  It’s amazing.  I still have a ways to go to get the body I want, but it’s nice to see where I’ve been and see that I’ve been improving and changing.

Take care everyone.  I think I may try to do some yoga tomorrow…we’ll see!

Went to the Dr. on Friday and he did a Chest X-ray and told me I have pneumonia.  Yikes.  Not cool.  I have to take the whole week off and sleep and then he told me I should be able to start lifting again on Monday if I feel up to it.  He said I have to REALLY take it easy on Cardio for 3 weeks as I have a very diminished lung capacity right now.  He told me I won’t be back 100% for a MONTH, and that’s IF I get plenty of rest.  Depressing, but I’m going to get some powersleep while my kids are doled off to grandma and see if I can’t get my body healed asap.  I feel so weak and breathless right now, it’s crazy!  Hoping to be back on my program (minus the cardio) starting on monday.

My how the flu can alter your whole life in a week.  I’ve felt half-dead for the last six days, been in total survival mode.  Today, even though I have a terrible cough, decided to try to do some legs.   I feel better already and hope I can kick this thing soon!  I feel like I’ve lost all the muscle I’ve built in the last few months in the last few days!  Depressing.  I will overcome, though.!