Not Going to Fail

I feel sooo much better now. I got on some antibiotics and everything is back to normal. I just don’t know if I should work out while I am on antibiotics. I really want to go back to the gym tomorrow though. Now that I have been going consistently into the gym I hate being away for too long. The past couple nights I have been dreaming about being on stage and posing to Britney Spears "Circus". I have a whip as a prop, but I don’t think you can really have props, but it would be fun to crack that whip! Let’s just end this entry by stating that I want to get my ass back into the gym asap. If a doctor by chance reads this please tell me if I can work out on avalox… I’ve been taking it since last Thursday.

Love ya all!

Hey guys. I am totally sick right now. I haven’t been able to work out all week and I am sooo frustrated. I hate being really sick. It’s much more fun to fake sick and then be in the gym all day. I am going to the doctor in a little bit, so at least I will know when I can come back to lifting. I HATE just laying here. I was so weak this past week that I couldn’t even lift my head to read my book and getting up to go to the bathroom was like deciding whether to run a marathon at that very moment. I swear it’s the worst feeling ever. I was just in the gym feeling strong and kicking asss!

My triceps have finally recovered, but now I have a whole new set of problems. My butt is killing me. Jim, my boyfriend and trainer, seriously knows how to kick my ass beyond belief. I did the butt blaster machine with a physioball balancing act that just about put me on the ass I just worked. I have been keeping up with all my workout and all my nutrition. Except for a stupid SMALL piece of chocolate cake that someone baked and refused to let me say no to. I did interval training today and yesterday was the butt kicking exercise with a little back. I am not too sure what I am going to do tomorrow. I think I need to do a little legs and shoulders. I just have to stay away from squats so perhaps a little leg extension with leg curls… I need to get a file to write everything down and take new measurements and such. They have this program at Xsport that lets you see how you look as a cartoon and then after you get your results what you’ll look like. It’s pretty cool.

I am one of those people who have to be organized or I feel like I am not even doing anything. My boyfriends obsessed with redheads and Shopaholic comes out this friday. Isla Fisher is like a goddess to him or something so Happy Valentines! Haha.

Love ya all lots!!!

Dear GOD my triceps are sore. This would be two days after my workout and they are still tight as ever. I can’t figure out if it feels better to stretch them a lot or just leave them alone. I think my stabilizer muscles are just totally weak because I was shaking after one set of bench press 15 reps at 45 pounds. I know I know, I am weak! I am definitely lifting legs today. I kind of don’t like lifting legs because it leaves you so damn drained. Plus, the way my boyfriend trains them means I will probably be sore for days. Hope everyone is well!!!

Love Ya!