Well I had hit a brick wall, mentally and phisically. I had been 11 months eating clean and under-maintenance, Lifting 3 x a week and not only that but thinking about and processing everything I was doing/eating. I needed a break, and not a weekend.
So I decided to stop lifting and stop counting calories. I decided to eat clean but not obsessivly clean.
As from today I woke up and genuinly felt driven to start again. Even though I hadnt regressed into any bad habits, i feel like I want to lift and eat mega clean again.
I hit the gym today and my lifts were waaaay down. And I avoided legs, I dont want to be completely sore tomorrow
. Tomorrow I will hit legs and do deads.
As for my target and goal, thats where I am i limbo. I should cut, but I could bulk. I havent gained anything major, maybe 2 lbs. I could set a weight but right now I just wanna eat clean and lift and feel good, my weight and appearance is fine at the moment.
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