Yes, I CAN!
Its 10:30PM, boy do I feel beat! I started my eating plan today and although I did have one or two hunger pangs I will say that I can get use to this. I don’t know if it is my body going through some change but I have no energy left. I know that will change. I’ll stick it out. Went to the gym today was energized becuase I knew that the diet had been on point today so I figure why not give a little extra. I need to take my measurements again and weight myself to I can get a baseline, I can pretty tell what it is at this point.
What is motivating me to take on this challenge of tranformation. For the most part, I think that there is a really spectacular body under this, the fact that I like fashion and clothing plays a big part. My thought is that clothing looks best as an acessory to a really great body. There is just a certain way that a fit body looks in nice clothing you know how those fine ass manegquin are looking these days LOL- I am like when did the manequin get finer than me!. Then there is the fact that I really envision living my life a certain way and it does not involve tucking in "dunlaps" or "jellyrolls" or whatever you wanna call them. At this point I am not too far gone in my head that I can’t shake back. Then of course my health, I want to live a long healthy life and be able to enjoy all that it brings, as I age I don’t want people to be able to tell how old I really am. I’ll just stay perpetually young (like on "Death Becomes Her" on second thought never mine!) But you get the point I got’s ta be FLY!!!!On down the line to the fact I know life is hard enought without carring around an extra "little man" that how I think of the extra pounds as a little person strapped to my back all day (how disturbing is that! I even got a name for it…DeyDey pronounce "DayDay"). More on my DeyDey later…
2 days Later…….
So I must say that I gotten throught the first two days with no big mess up’s. Today is my third and so far so good, althoug I had to switch things up just a litte. As suggested I added a piece of fruit (green apple) to my preworkout snack. My energy is up and I already feel like I am in the process of slimming down. That gets me excited. Yesterday my boyfreind stopped at Popeye’s and although he teased me about wanted the chicken (It did smell great) I knew what giving into that urge would do to my progress. So I just thought of other things like my lifting routine, am I doing enough cardio. So I really feel good, I try to be as patient as possible becuase I know this is going to work, I just need to give it time to work its magic. So I will keep on keeping on in the meantime.
Peace.
Espion
