My Body, My Journey……..

SO THE NEW YEAR IS ALL OF 2 DAYS AWAY AND I HAVEN’T TRAINED SINCE LAST WEDNESDAY. I TOOK A COUPLE OF DAYS OFF AND THEN GOT A SINUS INFECTION, THAT REALLY KNOCKED THE AIR OUT OF MY SAILS. BUT HOPEFULLY TOMORROW I’LL GET TO HITT THE GYM HARD. I HAVE REALLY GOT INTO THE MINDSET OF GO HARD OR GO HOME IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. AND IN THE NEW YEAR I WILL BE TAKING IT TO A NEW LEVEL. I’M MOVING TO MARYLAND, BALTIMORE TO BE EXACT. I WILL BE STARTING CLASSES AT THE END OF THE MONTH. SO MY TIME WILL BE SHORT BUT I STILL BELIEVE I CAN GET A QUALITY WORKOUT IN ALL WHILE MASTERING MY GRADUATE STUDIES. THIS CHRISTMAS I HAD RELATIVES TELL ME I WAS GETTING TO BIG…..I DON’T SEE IT LIKE THAT AND ALL I CAN SAY IS ARE U KIDDING ME?…..I HAD MY MOM TRY TO TALK ME OUT OF CONTINUING TO TRAIN….AND I REALIZED MORE THAN EVER THAT MY GO HARD OR GO HOME ATTITUDE IS WHAT WILL MAKE THE DIFFERENCE IN ALL I DO…..IT IS ULTIMATELY UP TO ME WHETHER I SUCCEED OR FAIL IN SCHOOL AND LIFE….AND THAT IS NOT SOMETHING I TAKE LIGHTLY AT ALL…..I ALSO REALIZE THAT PEOPLE NEED TO SAY SOMETHING IN ORDER TO FEEL IMPORTANT…..UNFORTUNATELY IN MY FAMILY POSITIVES ARE USUALLY REWARDED WITH NEGATIVITY……..BUT THAT JUST MEANS I’M DOING GOOD AND LOOKING GREAT!!!!!!….SO TO EVERYONE IF U HAVE HATERS IN YOUR LIFE THANK THEM…..THEY WILL ONLY INSPIRE TO DO WHAT YOU’RE DOING……WHEN THEY STOP HATING……WORRY!!!!!!!!

WELL ENOUGH OF MY RANDOM BABBLINGS…..KEEP BANGIN’ OUT,

-P.

IN THE MEN’S ROOM @ MY GYM THERE’S A SIGN OVER A URINAL THAT SAYS ONE WORD………STRENGTH AND I HAVE ALWAYS SEEN IT IN PASSING BUT NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ON WHAT IT’S TALKING ABOUT. TODAY, AND IN RECENT DAYS, SINCE I’VE CHANGED MY SUPPLEMENTAL STACK, I’VE HAD ALOT OF PEOPLE COMMENT ON MY ENERGY, MY FOCUS AND MY BODY, HOW THEY SEE THE CHANGES. BUT TODAY A FRIEND OF MINE, WAS ASKING ME ABOUT THE SUPPS, AS IF THEY WERE THE SECRET POTION, I REALLY THAT MY REAL POTION WAS……(DON DON DA DA!!!!) STRENGTH……INNER STRENGTH AND FOCUS….WHILE…CONTROLLED LABS PRODUCTS HAVE DONE THINGS FOR ME I NEVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE…THEY REALLY ARE WINNING THE WAR AGAINST GENETICS…REAL TALK….BUT MY OWN DEDICATION ALLOWS THAT TO HAPPEN….YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE SUPPS IN THE WORLD BUT IF YOU DON’T DO THE WORK……YOU’RE WASTING YOUR TIME AND YOUR MONEY……..ANYWAY THAT WAS MORE RANDOM BABBLING FROM ME….THANKS FOR READING

AS I BABY I WAS BORN WITH ASTHMA AND I NEVER GREW OUT OF IT, ALL THOUGH I HAVE DONE MARTIAL ARTS FOR YEARS AND GYMNASTICS AND EVEN SANG AND SOME DANCE, I NEVER OUT GREW IT. THIS CONSTANTLY KEEP ME FROM RUNNING OR OTHER SPORTS I REALLY WANTED TO PLAY. YESTERDAY FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I COMPLETED A 5 MILE RUN WITHOUT STOPPING OR RUNNING RIDICULOUSLY SLOW. AND WHILE THIS MAY SEEM TO BE SIMPLE AND SILLY TO SOME TO ME IT IS A SIGN THAT ALL THE WORK I HAVE BEEN DURING IN THE GYM IS PAYING OFF. MY BODY IS ALLOWING ME TO DO MORE THEN EVER BEFORE. I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THAT WITH Y’ALL.

THX 4 READING MY RANDOM BABBLINGS

-P.

I REALIZE THAT NORMAL PPL PROBABLY NOTICE EVERYTHING THAT CHANGES ON THEIR BODIES, EVERYDAY. BUT IF SOMEONE DIDN’T ASK ME ABOUT A MEASUREMENT I WOULD HAVE CONTINUED TO WORK THE BODY AND NOT STOPPED TO MEASURE ANYTHING. I REALLY JUST GO BY WHAT I SEE IN THE MIRROR. IF I FEEL SOMETHING NEEDS WORK IT GETS WORK. I’M WORKING HARD AND HONESTLY NOT NOTICING THE NUMBERS AND I REALLY NEED TO WAKE UP AND PAY ATTENION. OK ENOUGH RANDOM BABBLING.

 -P.

SO THIS HOLIDAY I DECIDED IN MY HEAD THAT I WOULD TRICK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS INTO EATING HEALTHY AND TO WATCH THEIR PORTIONS. AND I HAVE TO SAY I WAS SUCCESSFUL. WHILE AT THE DINNE TABLE MY AUNT AND COUSIN STARTED TALKING TO ME ABOUT HOW I LOOK AND WHY I’M NOT EATING ALOT, AND I EXPLAIN HOW I EAT ABOUT 4-6 MEALS A DAY AND THAT IT HAS REALLY ADDED SOME FUEL TO AN ALREADY BURNING METABOLISM. THEY BOTH PUSH AWAY FROM THE TABLE AND TOOK HOME DOGGIE BAGS. MY FATHER HAS COMPLETELY TAKEN TO THE MANY SMALL MEALS AND AS A DIABETIC HE HAS TO BE CAREFUL WITH EVERYTHING HE EATS BUT HE HAS GONE FROM 305 TO 275LBS IN THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS AND NOW HE IS GETTING READY TO RETURN TO THE GYM, AFTER 6 MONTHS OF RECOVERY FROM A KNEE SURGERY. ALL AND ALL NOW I JUST GOTTA CUT CALORIES FROM MY PARENTS CHRISTMAS PARTY AND NEW YEARS’ HERE WE COME

 THANX 4 READING MY RANDOM BABBLINGS

-P.