My Body, My Journey……..

SO MY ORIGINAL PLAN INVOLED ME FIGHTING TO GAIN WEIGHT TO GET TO 212 LBS BUT AFTER LOOKING AT THE DIRECTION MY LIFE IS HEADED IN I AM RETHINKING IT. I’LL BE STARTING SCHOOL NEXT SEMESTER AND MOVING TO ANOTHER STATE AND THAT WILL CHANGE MY WOROUT SCHEDULE COMPLETELY. AND KNOWING THAT THE IDEA OF GAINING MORE WEIGHT WILL BE AN UPHILL CLIMB…I’M THINKING I SHOULD GO WITH MY BODY AND FOCUS ON DEFINITION AND TRY TO GET AS LEAN AS I CAN, WHILE BULIDING MUSCLE BURN AS MUCH FAT AS I CAN. NOW THIS OFCOURSE MEANS I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW EXACTLY I CAN ACCOMPLISH THIS……………..AND RIGHT NOW I’M DRAWING A BLANK…………RESEARCH TIME………………..

YESTERDAY POST WAS REALLY BIZARRE BECAUSE I TYPED WHILE TALKING TO MY SISTER LONG DISTANCE LOL NEVER AGAIN….WHAT I WAS REALLY WANTING TO SAY WAS THE FRAUSTRATION WITH STAYING FOCUS AND NOT COMPARING MYSELF TO OTHERS IS REALLY REALLY INTERESTING. I WORK OUT WITH A GREAT GROUP OF GUYS….AND WE GIVE EACH OTHER SHIT ALL THE TIME BUT SOMETIMES….YOU JUST WONDER ABOUT HOW MUCH OF THE SHIT WE TALK IS IN JEST AND HOW MUCH IS REAL. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A PERSON THAT PRIDE THEMSELF ON STAYING FOCUSED AND POSITIVE…AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BUT SOMETIMES YOU GET A LITTLE SIDE TRACK WHEN YOU START TO READ MORE INTO A STATEMENT THEN NECESSARY. MY SOLUTION IS TO WORKOUT ALONE FROM TIME TO TIME. IT ALLOWS ME TO GET MY HEAD RIGHT. AND SINCE MY LIFE HAS A TENDANCY OF BEING A BIT CROWDED IT WORKS OUT THAT I STEP OUT EVERY NOW AND AGAIN.

ONCE AGAIN JUST RANDOM BABBLING FROM A RANDOM MAN

KEEP BANGIN’ THEM OUT

-P.

EVERY SATURDAY I WAKE UP AND HIT THE GYM AND DO MY CARDIO AND CHEST ROUTINE….I AM SO FOCUSED ON MEETING MY GOALS AND MAKING MY BODY LOOK IT BEST THAT EARLY WAKE UPS AND PROPER DIET ARE A NECESSARY AND EASY TO DO….ATLEAST FOR TODAY LOL

I’VE ALWAYS HAD A BIG APPETITE AND AS A KID I WAS EXTREMELY SKINNY BUT COULD EAT AND EAT AND EAT AND WELL YOU GET THE POINT…..I FIND MYSELF SO OVERLY MINDFUL SOMETIMES OF THE THINGS I EAT….TO THE POINT I WON’T HANG OUT WITH CERTAIN FRIENDS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THEY DON’T EAT LIKE I DO…..WHICH OFCOURSE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A SELFISH GIT…..BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I FEEL LIKE IN ORDER TO REACH MY GOALS I HAVE TO MAKE SACRIFICES AND JUNK REALLY DOESN’T HAVE A PLACE IN MY DIET. I DON’T FORCE MY EATING HABITS ON  OTHERS BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD…….ONCE AGAIN THE SELFISH GIT REARS HIS UGLY HEAD.

 WELL ‘TIL THE NXT TIME….KEEP BANGING THEM OUT……….

P.

Welcome to my Body Blog, this is my first time really discussing my training and my thoughts throughout training and whatever else goes through my head while at my refuge AKA the gym. But it should be fun and interesting hope you enjoy.