AzraelBat’s BodyBlog

I stopped dead in my tracks on the third week of P90. Sleeping schedule got ruined again by my stuff with my ex. The depression is so severe I can hardly stand it anymore. It’s almost impossible to get through the day. All I think about is her, and memories.

I don’t know what to do.

Of P90X. And it’s been a bit rocky.

I managed to make it through most of the workouts, got exhausted in the middle of yoga and had to stop. Idk, the depression and all the stuff going on with my ex has really dampered my performance, not to mention all those ciggarettes  I did prior to starting. Right now I’m so exhausted I couldn’t even do kenpo. My sleep has been messed up.

Ugh, I hate this.

Today I started the P90 X program, This stuff is no joke lol. Also following the meal plan as close as possible, hopefully this will go great.

Starting school this week too, getting a car soon hopefully.