AzraelBat’s BodyBlog

My mother ordered it for me the other day. So I’m going to end up giving it a shot. I just need to go out and buy a pull up bar….and get my free weights back from my ex : /.

I hate life, with an undying passion.

I have lost 10 pounds in 5 days. My ability to eat is officially gone, at this point I get mortally sick and nauseated from a small, simple bowl of rice. Amazing what this has done to me, I’m so utterly screwed up right now. My sleeping problems are getting worse. Idk, I’m supposed to talk things over with her today, I’m hoping with everything I have that somehow, she will come to her senses and it will work out. I can’t live like this….

How did it come to this,  It’s unbelievable.  The pain is incredible.

Idk what I’m going to do. It’s like my life is in her hands.