AzraelBat’s BodyBlog

My girlfriend of two years broke up with me two days ago. And I’ve been stuck in hell ever since. The depression is so severe I hardly feel like moving at all. It’s hard to even sleep, and close to impossible to even get myself to eat anything. I feel nauseous and sick constantly. And pretty much everything, including life itself has lost it’s meaning.
I don’t know how much longer I can put up with this, I don’t think I’ve ever felt pain this severe. I’ve basically been living on Protein shakes in water, eggs and bits of meat. And that’s only because I’m forcing myself to eat that much. I can’t manage to stomach much more than that currently.

What on earth am I going to do.

Ever since I bought the Encyclopedia of Arnold, results have been incredible. Strength and muscle gains, I’m getting more and more ripped, all while not having to eat disgusting amounts of food. I’ve resorted to a balanced diet and I’ve never looked back to the old days of tons of supplements and "Bulking".

Job has slowed down a bit, but my mother has offered to help me with diet/gym requirements until things pick up again. Things keep going this decent I will no doubt be able to compete next year.

Thank you, Mr. Schwarzenegger.