28 APR…mood is the same
Okay, mentally I am still in the same shape as before. I figure that this will take a while to get my hands around, I have turned over a lot of this to God. That has proven to provide some relief. What do you do when your perfect life of 7 1/2 years all of a sudden spins out of control and tumbles to a halt? What makes matters worse…there is absolutely nothing I can do to change the outcome.
On a better note, I took my APFT today and maxed it! Did better than the 22 year old Soldier that is in my section. That did put a smile on my face and I am excited to keep working and become the best in my whole unit by the time I redeploy. It is strange, as I type redeploy, I find myself dreading it in a way. I will have to face the unevitable at that time.
Okay, I will end this so I can get to the gym and kick my ass.
Until later…Jay
