Bad…er, horrible day
It seems that the saga that is my personal life is never ending. I have hit a all time low in my life and all I really want to do is crawl in a hole and hide. I can’t begin to explain how I am currently feeling…changes so rapidly. It makes being deployed, which is already a highly stressful situation even worse. I understand that I sound like I am whining…trying not to, but I just need to vent.
I am forcing myself to continue to go to the gym, but it is taking all of the inner strenght in order to do it. It is esp. hard since I am changing my workouts to increase my intensity. I am having trouble eating, and we all know how important that is, so I hope it doesn’t hurt my progress to much.
Well, I guess I should get off here and do something…can’t go to the gym since I have a Army Physical Fitness Test tomorrow morning.
Until later…Jay
27 April 2009 at 8:58 am
always here to listen…vent any time.
27 April 2009 at 11:35 am
hey brother, as someone who has walked that mile in your boots, lean on me. we’ll talk offline, but i will tell you that i’ve been there, done that, and welcome every morning with pure joy because i didn’t know if there would be any more.
i’m here, join me for coffe and let’s chat…