Confessions of a poser!
Well, I think it is about time that I get real honest. I am a fraud! I joined this site as a motivator and a place to keep me honest. Well, I am not being honest…with myself. See, I work out twice a day, 5 days a week. I do cardio every morning, and weight train at night. Anyway, in between those times, I do every possible thing in the world to sabotage my goals. I eat crap, I eat to much, blah, blah, blah. Then I get on this site and see all those people who do the right things to make a positive impact. Then I feel guilty as hell and do more things to sabotage my goals. So there it is…no more bullshit! I will have self-control and I will achieve my fitness and military goals! Thanks for letting me vent.
16 April 2008 at 6:43 am
Its all good, man. We’re all here to support everyone and no one goes without weakness from time to time. Point is you’re on track now and that’s what matters. Now the results will really start coming for ya!
16 April 2008 at 6:44 am
I’m in the Army, After my 1st deployment to Iraq, I gained 70lbs
Yeah now thats alot. I’m back in Iraq again, and ive lost 57lbs so far. its tough i know what your going thru. dont rush it, take 1 step at a time, baby steps man, baby steps, DRINK WATER.
16 April 2008 at 6:57 am
FRAUD!!! MASQUERADER!!!! Just kidding.
I joined this site for the very same reasons, and I have had many moments where I feel exactly as you do in your blog entry. It sounds like you’re in a tough situation right now, and if you’ve managed to lose 57/70 pounds, that’s amazing! Really. 
Try and keep your spirits up and tell yourself how awesome you’re doing! I have consistentlly found that when I speak negatively to myself, I feel and do worse. Treat yourself as you would treat a cherished friend. 
I hope your day is a wonderful one!!
16 April 2008 at 7:03 am
Oops, holy cow, I completely thought the above comment was you replying to the above … er. Never mind. SORRY I misunderstood!!! But the rest of my comment still stands. LOL. *embarassed laugh*.