Why am I doing this? When will I be complete? Then what?
I don’t care how much you love something. There comes a time when you sit back and ask yourself, "why am I doing this?" Followed by, "When I reach my goal, what do I do next?" I have been asking myself these questions of late and I really have no answers. Over the last year, I have been able to lose 100+ pounds. While that is an accomplishment, what have I really gained? Some say I may look better but looks are subjective and based upon the individual. Some say, "you’re healther!" Am I now? That hard to judge, when you’re behind a computer monitor for the majority of your day.
This is not a rant, just some internal thoughts that I have swirling around in my head. I guess, I am just thinking about the future and what that may bring. Some even say, I have modeling potential… they must have been drunk, because I don’t see it. Oh well, just thoughts….
January 28, 2009 at 1:36 pm
The sky’s the limit, bro. Sometimes others see what you don’t. You have the science of success at weight loss/muscle gain down pat. You definitely have a transformation story to tell!
February 2, 2009 at 2:28 pm
U have really done an outstanding job…
Modeling potential….yes u do, u have a great body, a great face…now u may not see the potential because u remember the old u, but thats not you anymore, so get over it, U are Strong and Sexy, and because of what u have done for urself over the last year, U are able to do more anD be an even more greater version of ur previous self…GOOD LUCK IN ALL YOU DO!
March 23, 2009 at 6:04 pm
I just saw your profile today, you are an inspiration!
A simple way to answer your question…
How about adding years to your life ?
What would that be worth to someone? - If I could pay someone to insure that I will live an extra 10-15 years longer, I’m guessing it would be worth millions of dollars to me.
You are working hard for quite a payoff!