Why am I doing this? When will I be complete? Then what?
Monday, January 26th, 2009I don’t care how much you love something. There comes a time when you sit back and ask yourself, "why am I doing this?" Followed by, "When I reach my goal, what do I do next?" I have been asking myself these questions of late and I really have no answers. Over the last year, I have been able to lose 100+ pounds. While that is an accomplishment, what have I really gained? Some say I may look better but looks are subjective and based upon the individual. Some say, "you’re healther!" Am I now? That hard to judge, when you’re behind a computer monitor for the majority of your day.
This is not a rant, just some internal thoughts that I have swirling around in my head. I guess, I am just thinking about the future and what that may bring. Some even say, I have modeling potential… they must have been drunk, because I don’t see it. Oh well, just thoughts….






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