AnnMarie92806’s BodyBlog

I know this might sound weird but I can’t stand to be called skinny.  Muscular is what I prefer.  People all the time are saying look how skinny this girl is, she needs to eat.  No, I don’t need to eat the buttery greasy food that you are eating.  I will continue to eat my lean non-greasy, plain food!  It suits me and my body.  All of my friends are skinny, NONE are muscular at all and they don’t want that look but I love it!  I want to improve and gain more muscle but I can’t do that eating foods that won’t help me do that.  BLAH!  I just hate being called skinny or tiny, b/c i’m certainly not at all.  Just venting!!

It was easter yesturday and of course candy gets thrown around.  My son is 18 months old and got TONS of it!  Unfortunately I wasn’t able to stay away from it.  I had some, actually alot but I have not had any in weeks.  It was so good but I LOVE sweets so i’m afraid I will want more tomorrow, and the next day, and so on.  Once I cut it from my diet i don’t crave it.  How do I stay away from this? I don’t know.  I feel bad throwing it out too… maybe I will little by little that way I won’t feel so bad… Blah!!!

I don’t know if anyone else has this issue but the people around me frustrate me.  By this I mean no one understands my workout goals at all, except for my mom.  My friends just constantly say I workout too much or I’m skinny why workout.  That’s not the point!  I wish I had more positive people around me.  My fiance knows it’s important to me and is positive about it but I don’t think he fully understand but that’s ok.  I wish I could find some workout buddies around my area to help bounce ideas off of or workout with.  Everyone on here does help, which makes it easier sometimes.  It’s just frustrating to me at times.  Harder to stay on track.  Ok i’m done, just venting…

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