Ann0507’s BodyBlog

Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to have beliefs, opinions, virtues, feelings, qualities, or standards that one does not actually have. Hypocrisy is thus a kind of lie. Hypocrisy may come from a desire to hide from others actual motives or feelings.

Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to have beliefs, opinions, virtues, feelings, qualities, or standards that one does not actually have. Hypocrisy is thus a kind of lie. Hypocrisy may come from a desire to hide from others actual motives or feelings.

I dont know what the hell this week but I have not been able to do any workouts. No cardio, no weights, nothing. Up until last night I could have said at least my eating is on par, but nope, I guess because I went to many days straight of eating 60 grams of carbs per day that last night I woke up in the middle of the night and headed right to my 5 year olds cheez-its, then the old Easter chocolate bunny, then the easter candy corn, and I didn’t stop there, for good measure 5 oreos. Needless to say I was disgusted this morning. It was almost as if I was sleep walking to the kitchen but I was certainly wide awake when I was eating this crap! Why??? This happened last week, and the week before, I wake up and head for carbs. Last week it was 3 white rolls I ate. So I guess it is the back to back low carbs. I used to cycle the carbs and didn’t have this problem. I am hoping that is what is doing this. So back to cycling carbs.

All I can say is thank God for this site and for all the people on here who are busting their asses and have the discipline to not eat every piece of crap food out there. If not for this site I would really think it was natural for people to look like walking slabs of meat. Today for some reason nearly everyone I saw was disgusting. Age didn’t matter either. It was all ages, males and females. What is going on with women who are built like snowmen with multiple rolls in their midsection are they insane to wear close fitting tops with short sleeves? And where in the world do they get the balls to wear shorts??? Has it become that normal to look frumpy and sloppy that they aren’t even self conscious? The reason I bothered to blog this today although it’s nearly an everyday thing that I notice, is the looks I got today in particular from some of these frumpy women. Like it’s my fault they are lazy and undisciplined.  It pissed me off, but then it motivated me. I did not plan to work out today because I was totally exhausted from lack of sleep and low carbs, but soon after I got home the energy I had was incredible. So I guess I should be thanking them.  But mostly thanks to everyone on here, living proof that we do not have to look like that.