Becomming A Fitness Competitor

I’m training well…. in my opinion, but I’m eating like a pig. And christmas isn’t here yet. I just know I’m going to eat way too much. I gained 7 lbs the past few weeks and I’m jojo-ing my way to my goal. Which seems farther and farther away with every chips, cookies, pizza’s I devour on daily basis.

On top of everything my "trainer" is going to another gym. Leaving me behind… alone… with no clue what to do…. snif, snif. I learn a few things… I’ll do fine. Or just look for somebody else to help me out.

I don’t have as much self- discipline as I had a few months ago. Is it the cold weather? I don’t know. I still love working out and do it 4-5 times a week. But I’m lacking of true passion and will-power. If only I could bring myself to have more self-control. To be more determined.

I’m nagging, I know. Hope you all are having a great day!!

Obesity can spread from person to person, much like a virus, according to researchers. When one person gains weight, close friends tend to gain weight too…

I wasn’t sure what to think of when I read this article the other day. Does it really affect you having a fat friend? All my friends are overweight. Okay except my gym buddies. Why can’t it be the other way around? Why can’t the thin person’s way of living influence the obese friend?

I have fat friends. And it’s true, they can seduce me to eat unhealthy things. Like today I had a humongous chocolate chip (white, milk and pure) cookie and washed it down, hypocritically, with a diet coke. But at the end… aren’t I responsible for what I put in my mouth? I’d be happy if I could convince them to pick up my lifestyle. Like working out and eating clean. But if they don’t want to help themselfs, why should I get pulled down in their unhealthy way of living??

I don’t have that much of a social life anymore. Dining out or going to the movies during the week is cheaper… BUT I HAVE TO WORKOUT!! I’ve missed some workouts because I prefered going out with my friends. It’s a drag when I hear all the fun and inside jokes I’ve missed because I wasn’t there. I sometimes feel left out.

I want to workout and get the body I’ve always dreamed of, but I don’t want to miss the fun things in life…

and that includes my fat friends!!

Today we celebrate sint Nicolas. Cheezy rhymes, gifts in creative packings, lots of chocolate and don’t forget the old man on a white horse with his black-painted-faces helpers in funny costumes. It’s just a variation on the santa we all know. Maybe they are distant cousins???  Oh well it’s fun. We sit in a group of friends/ relatives and and draw names from the person you’re supposed to buy a gift for. You make “surprices”. I’ve put a lot of efford in making the wrapping. Sometimes the wrapping costs more than the gift. Last year my friend hand to stick her hand in a hole of a box. It was all sticky with honey, body lotion, shaving cream just to pull out a pair of gold earrings. Hehehe. It’s not about the present but the funny stuff around it. I got a sex-kit which I had to perform a few embarassing positions with my husband. Wearing clothes of course. 

What I have on my wish list for the good santa this year? BSN Lean Dessert and BSN Cellmass. I’m getting broke buying this stuff.