Giving up….no longer giving in
10.11.08 is the last day. I cannot take it anymore! How about I had a few drinks just to push myself to do it one more time just to make sure I was not tripping……Even with the alcohol I was ready to run away…..I mean really!?!?!!? WTF…..Its not you,,,,,its me….I just honestly dont want it anymore….it doesnt move me like it used to and I cant even pretend when I am tipsy so that should tell you something……Id rather fall asleep….you know when you are that good intoxicated that you are sleepy as hell but fight yourself to stay awake like you are going to miss something…..well I was there and I had rather fallen asleep….for some reason I am just not happy with that and I am giving it up…..tomorrow is a new day.
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Post by: AndyaknowV





October 11, 2008 at 8:11 pm
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October 15, 2008 at 3:04 pm
I do not think you should give up. I will tell you my story. I been through the yoyo weight issues and I came to a conclusion I had to keep focus. I value my health and wellness. I have had a plateau here and there. I am not where I want to be at but I am getting there. Everytime I got close to the body I want I had a event come up that stress me out. So do not give up because you will get there. I know what you are going through. Also has women you know our hormones will create issues with us when we are stress. Do not give up you have been in the game too long.
October 19, 2008 at 3:17 pm
Give up when you die, until then each nanosecond, microsecond, minute, hour and day is another opportunity to get back on track.
At the only end of the day the only person you’re giving up on is yourself.