Getting to EAT!…Finally
So, I just competed in 2 shows back to back. The last 2 contests were national qualifiers, so I am going to do the North Americans at the end of august. Since I was dieting like crazy for the last 12 weeks, I am actually getting to eat Normal for a few days. I definetly needed it. I was just dragging and I could barely function! So, I have been enjoying food I would not normally eat in order to re-fuel for another 5 weeks of dieting. It has been pretty nice, but it’s so funny how you forget how to eat! I either end up eating super healthy or totally overeating, and then feeling totally guilty!!! I am starting to feel a little better, but I am kind of looking forward to the diet again. It’s almost easier, If you give me an inch I’ll take a mile. I can’t just splurge a little bit, it’s either all or nothing! I plan on going out to dinner tonight and I am going to have some friends over for a BBQ this weekend. Then it’s back to it next week!






July 25, 2008 at 3:32 pm
you deserve it!! enjoy the BBQ!!